Lately I have been dreaming of
your singing voice, echoing within my head as
blood in my veins slowly change into tears.
But where can we now stand
in this thin line between love and lust,
love and hatred,
love and unlove?
It’s been so long since I’ve felt
the warmth of your touch upon my skin,
and sometimes I just wish that
I had never let go. I had taken that
leap of faith. The consequences
of pushing away the fear and “living”.
But now I’m aching to hear the sound
of your voice, stumbling upon words
and poetry and lost affection,
now burning within the embers of
hatred. You promised me.
But where have I
landed now?
“You hate me now, don’t you?”
“No! Why would I hate you? I won’t ever hate you. I swear to God I won’t ever hate you, how could I hate you?”
Liar.